I keep trying to write THAT book

I keep trying to write THAT book. A book that rides the wave of an original concept all the way up the beach to touch the dry white sand by the boardwalk. With characters who grip their

 

This is all I wanted to say.

Mia ❤

RELEASE DAY- IT COULD HAPPEN Playlist by Mia Kerick

I’ll be the first to admit it: most of my books are angsty.

I write about anguish. Troubles. Torment.

This is not a crime, as far as I know.

I write angst because it’s what I like to read. I want to feel a character’s pain. I want to earn every single bit of my happy ending.

And so, I want you, my readers, to earn your HEA. I want you to endure right along beside Henry, Brody, and Danny… and when (if) the HEA is finally in sight, I want you to lean back, sigh, and know that you (and they) worked for it.

And I like tortured heroes.

One is good.

Two is better.

Three tortured heroes, who can only be saved by each other’s love, break the bank.

And so as not to disappoint the angst-cravers among you, I have put together an emotionally devastating playlist to accompany your anguish, as you immerse yourselves in It Could Happen, my June 5th Coming-of-Age M/M/M release from Dreamspinner Press.

I hope this music makes you cry.

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I think we can all agree that the artist Vincent Van Gogh was a tortured soul. And I’ve chosen the song, “Vincent”, also known as “Starry, Starry Night”, for my character Danny, the artist and poet. Danny’s eyes know darkness; he paints it every day. And it seems to him that he suffers for sanity whenever he is separated from the two young men who know him best and can save him, Henry and Brody.

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“Vincent”

Don McLean

Starry Starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey

Look out on a summer’s day
With eyes that know the
Darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and the daffodils

Catch the breeze and the winter chills

In colors on the snowy linen land.
And now I understand what you tried to say to me

How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
They did not know how

Perhaps they’ll listen now.

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“Iris”, by the Goo Goo Dolls, is Henry’s song. Henry, who doesn’t want to world to see his deep need for two boys, Danny and Brody, is driven to find truth of himself in his lovers’ arms. In a broken world that seems to want to break him too, he must find strength to face his strictly religious family and the conservative part of society in which he is immersed, in order to be himself.

And I’d give up forever to touch you

Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be

And I don’t want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

Cause sooner or later it’s over

I just don’t want to miss you tonight

And I don’t want the world to see me

Cause I don’t think that they’d understand

When everything’s made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

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I chose “Jealous” by Labrinth as Brody’s song. What’s most interesting is that Brody is not your typical jealous guy. Although scared to give his heart away, when he finally does, he gives it completely. He is open and loving toward everyone, but is extremely so toward the two teenage boys he loves. And Brody is accepting, no matter what. So when their hearts are yanked away, he accepts it. He wants only the best for them in their separate futures, and appreciates the time they shared together without bitterness. He harbors no hard feelings for them, but wishes that he could be the rain that falls upon their skin, so that he could still have connection to them.

“Jealous”

Labrinth

I’m jealous of the rain
That falls upon your skin
It’s closer than my hands have been
I’m jealous of the rain
I’m jealous of the wind
That ripples through your clothes
It’s closer than your shadow
Oh, I’m jealous of the wind

‘Cause I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There’s nothing to forgive
But I always thought you’d come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way
You’re happy without me…
 

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All three boys have occasion to apologize in It Could Happen. They create pain for each other and they eventually all experience sincere regret for the tears they cause. At different times in the novel, fear drives Henry, Brody, and Danny all to attempt to escape the bond they have formed over years of friendship. By the end of the story they realize that nothing is worth jeopardizing their intense and precious connection.

“Sorry”

Buckcherry

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away

I missed you and things weren’t the same

Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue, I’m sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry:

This time I think I’m to blame it’s harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it’s never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry!

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“Whatever it Takes” is a song of commitment. After Henry, Danny, and Brody have tried to go off in their own directions and failed because they realize that their relationship is what completes them as individuals, they reunite and pledge to do whatever it takes to make it work. They recognize how they have hurt each other. They know that they have more logical reasons to let each other go than to stay together. Nonetheless, they commit to opening up even when it ispainful, and in that way, to do whatever it takes to make their love successful.

“Whatever It Takes”

Lifehouse

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn’t even know
Now there’s a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I’ll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what’s at stake
I know that I’ve let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I’ll keep us together whatever it takes

She said “If we’re gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don’t hide the broken parts that I need to see”
She said “Like it or not it’s the way it’s gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me”

I’ll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what’s at stake
I know that I’ve let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I’ll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

 

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These lyrics speak to me:

Funny you’re the broken one but I’m the only one who needed saving
‘Cause when you never see the light it’s hard to know which one of us is caving…

Each of the young men—Henry, Danny, and Brody—at times, is the broken one who needs saving. And at other times, each needs to be the one to do the saving. One by one they each step up to the plate and rescue the others.

 

They must be strong and brave to initiate the relationship, daring and risk everything to become physically intimate with each other, and then decide if it is worth the cost to present their fledgling and unconventional relationship to the public, to their family and society.

“Stay”

Rihanna

All along it was a fever

A cold sweat hot-headed believer
I threw my hands in the air, said, “Show me something”
He said, “If you dare, come a little closer”

Round and around and around and around we go
Oh now, tell me now, tell me now, tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can’t live without you…

Funny you’re the broken one but I’m the only one who needed saving
‘Cause when you never see the light it’s hard to know which one of us is caving

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can’t live without you
It takes me all the way
I want you to stay…

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In most cases, I’m a HEA kind of writer, but am not a spoiler kind of writer, so in the event the three teenagers succumb to their love, here is a song to reflect the joy.

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“Lovin’ You”

Minnie Riperton

 

Loving you is easy cause you’re beautiful.
Making love with you is all I want to do.
Loving you is more than just a dream come true.
And everything I do, is out of loving you

La la la la la, la la la la la
La la la la la, la la la la la
Do do do do do, ooh

No one else can make me feel the colors that you bring,
Stay with me while we grow old,
and we will live each day in spring time.

Cause loving you has made my life so beautiful.
And every day of my life, is filled with loving you.
Loving you I see your soul come shining through.
And every time that we have (uuuuhhhhhhh)
I’m more in love with you.

 

I hope you pick up a copy of It Could Happen from Amazon.com or Dreamspinner Press and enjoy the angst!!

❤ Mia

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COVER REVEAL for IT COULD HAPPEN by Mia Kerick

Today is the official COVER REVEAL DAY for my JUNE 5th release IT COULD HAPPEN from Dreamspinner Press.

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It Could Happen by Mia Kerick is the M/M/M romance of three eighteen-year-old high school seniors. It is a best friends-to-lovers story.
I enjoy writing stories of polyamory, and in particular, coming-of-age polyamory. The three young men in the book—Brody, Henry, and Danny—are faced with many conflicts as they mature from children to adults. Brody, the youngest of seven boys, feels neglected by his aging parents and has taken to seeking adrenaline rushes to make him feel alive. Henry has the opposite problem—his conservative parents are extremely controlling and he barely has a chance to move without them breathing down his neck. And Danny is basically living alone, as his mother spends all of her time with her various boyfriends, and so he seeks comfort from older lovers. The three already have high levels of conflict in their lives, and to complicate things, they are falling in love with each other.
The intimacy they share is unique and complicated and very necessary to each boy. The decision to pursue a romance saddles the three boys with the need to constantly balance what they could lose and/or gain in the process. They realize that this love they so desire will either save or destroy them. The possibility of a ménage relationship furthers their current conflicts, and provides a bond that is fascinating to explore.
It is unlikely for three boys to fall in love in high school. But, it could happen, and in my June 5th release—it does!!

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The amazing cover artist is Aaron Anderson. Thank you, Aaron!

Want to pre-order a copy from Dreamspinner Press?

BUY LINKS:

eBook: https://www.dreamspinnerpress.com/books/it-could-happen-by-mia-kerick-8530-b

Paperback: https://www.dreamspinnerpress.com/books/it-could-happen-by-mia-kerick-8531-b

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Here’s the blurb:

Three misfits, mismatched in every way—Henry Perkins, Brody Decker, and Danny Denisco—have been friends throughout high school. Now in their senior year, the boys realize their relationship is changing, that they’re falling in love. But they face opposition at every turn—from outside and from within themselves. Moving to the next level will take all the courage, understanding, and commitment they can muster. But it could happen.

Henry is a star athlete and the son of religious parents who have little concern for the future he wants. Brody is a quirky dreamer and adrenaline junkie, and Danny is an emo artist and the target of bullies. Despite their differences they’ve always had each other’s backs, and with each of them facing a new and unique set of challenges, that support is more important than ever. Is it worth risking the friendship they all depend on for the physical and romantic relationship they all desire?

In this unconventional new adult romance, three gay teens brave societal backlash—as well as the chance that they might lose their treasured friendship—to embark on a committed polyamorous relationship.

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If you liked Us Three and Here Without You, you are gonna LOVE IT COULD HAPPEN…

Here’s an excerpt:

That was when Henry forgot all about keeping quiet, jerked at the door handle like a madman, and yelled, “Let us in! Let us in!”

It was like a miracle when the door slowly swung open. Danny stood in front of us wearing this strange, old-fashioned, white-nightgown thing he must have found at a thrift shop, because they sure don’t sell them at the outlet mall where I shop. If he were clutching a candleholder, he would have looked like an orphan in a Dickens’ novel.
Danny’s fine black hair was rumpled and stuck to his head, and, like Henry said, his eyes were both blackened and swollen. His bottom lip was puffy too.

“What the fuck?” Henry didn’t shout it. He just asked. Then he rushed to Danny and hugged him. I couldn’t see Danny at all because he was engulfed in Henry’s embrace, so I used the time to collect myself. I’m the one who’s supposed to keep my act together. I
swallowed over and over until the lump in my throat went away, and when Henry finally let Danny go, I closed the door and told them to sit down on the bed.

Danny was oddly obedient. He took Henry’s arm and led him to the bed. While they pushed back the rumpled sheet and blankets and sat down, I stood in front of them and asked, “What happened to you, Danny?”

He said, “Nothing,” flopped back on the bed, and pulled a pillow over his head.

So I asked again, “What happened to your face?”

The pillow muffled Danny’s voice, but it sounded like he said, “It’s not just my face.” Henry reached down and pulled the nightgown up to Danny’s knees. His legs were covered in cuts and bruises, as though he’d been kicked in the shins too many times to count.

“I’m gonna fuckin’ kill him.” I think Henry was the one to say this, but it could as easily have been me.

If you are in the mood for a RAFFLE, check out my cover reveal at

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Don’t Miss It Could Happen!!

❤ Mia

 

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COVER REVEAL for IT COULD HAPPEN on Friday, May 5th

Just letting you all know that there will be an exclusive cover reveal for It Could Happen, my New Adult M/M/M Contemporary Romance, this Friday on Open Skye Book Reviews!! And there will be a giveaway!!!

DON’T MISS IT!!! ❤ Mia

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I DON’T COOK

I don’t cook.

Well, I did cook once. It was actually one of the things I looked forward to most when I first got married: cooking my man his dinner. Unfortunately, he wasn’t particularly enthralled by the two meals I knew how to make:

  1. Chicken Rice Casserole: chicken breasts/ cream of mushroom soup/frozen broccoli/ Minute Rice

 

  1. Tuna Noodle Casserole: can of tuna/ cream of mushroom soup/ frozen peas/pasta food 1

 

The look of hungry dissatisfaction on Mr. Mia’s newlywed face remains branded on my mind almost twenty-five years later.

Sigh.

Things got a little bit better when Mr. Mia grew a garden. I figured out how to make a fresh zucchini/onion/tomato stir fry, which I served over rice or pasta (and, for the record, it wasn’t a casserole) that my husband actually liked. I made it every day for three weeks.

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And then he didn’t like it anymore.

Longer sigh.

 

This cooking dilemma compounded with the birth of my extremely finicky first daughter, Ali. She nursed for a long time—I couldn’t go wrong with that. But when the time came for her to eat solid food—well, it didn’t go well. I tried all of the typical “kid foods”: chicken nuggets, grilled cheese sandwiches, french fries, buttered noodles, and pizza. NOPE, NOT HAPPENING. So, I shifted into “chocolate milk shakes for all three meals mode”, into which I would sometimes slip some fruit or yogurt.

“No banana, Mommy! No yogie! Just milk and ice cream!” (And way too much chocolate syrup.)

About a year later, I asked the pediatrician, “Can a child survive on milk shakes, Wheat Thins, and Kudos bars?” The doctor looked at me strangely. And for the record, at this point I wasn’t too worried about what Mr. Mia ate for dinner.

 

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Child number two… less picky. Yay.

Child number three… WAY MORE PICKY. Ugh.

Child number four eats anything… and everything, for the most part. Cool.

And then dinnertime got CRAZY. Swim team, dance class, art lessons, baseball, after school enrichment program, soccer, soccer for someone else… you name it, my kids did it. Sitting down at the dinner table became a thing of the past.

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I was not overly disappointed, as dinnertime was nothing like the picture above. It had become rather stressful, thanks to the fact I had to make four separate meals each night.

We got out of the “sitting down to dinner” habit. For the next few years, I put together one meal for two kids at five, and Mr. Mia put together a semblance of dinner for another kid at seven, and I picked up fast food for more family members at ten, on the way home from dance. What Mr. Mia ate each night… I have no clue.

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Yeah, that was another sigh.

All I can say is I’m reasonably confident that nobody was starving.

I called myself “The Lone Arranger” when it came to coming up with dinner for the kids. (I actually thought everybody called me this catchy nickname, but I have recently been informed—rather rudely, I must say—that this is not the case.) In any event, I didn’t cook dinner—I simply arranged for each family member to have access to something edible each night.

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The situation has become even more challenging lately, although it’s not often that the entire family is home to eat dinner seeing as one child is in law school, two are in college, and my only child who is living at home is heavily involved in sports.

Ali is a vegetarian—and a super “foodie” vegetarian at that.

Demi is gluten and dairy free by necessity.

Sisi eats about five foods in the entire world, but this number is slowly growing. I think she is up to seven foods now.

Chris isn’t so much into vegetables.

Mr. Mia refuses to eat fast food and those easy heat-up frozen meals.

I tried to be a “hunter-gatherer” for a period of time for health reasons, but finally gave up and I just eat what I can arrange.

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We cook a Green Chef meal a few times a week and hire the lady across the street to occasionally cook us comfort food. Mr. Mia grills every now and then. Momma Mia makes that chicken/mushroom soup/broccoli casserole once in a while. Sometimes we eat big bowls of cereal.

Sometime we just drink wine (excluding my son who eats leftovers from the above list).

I don’t cook—never really have, and probably I never will.

But we’re getting by.

Sigh.

By the way, did you hear that Omaha Steaks is offering new crockpot meals?

This is Beef Bourguignon.

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Here is how they are marketing this delicious meal…

“The only difficult part about this French family favorite is saying the name. Also known as Beef Burgundy, it’s a flavorful savory dish that’s been difficult to make for centuries. Now, there’s no mess, no stress, and no shopping or chopping multiple ingredients. It’s all included – just add it to your Crock-Pot® slow cooker before you leave for the day and it’s ready when you get home.”

I’ve already tried selling the idea to Mr. Mia. He’s a tough customer. And then there’s the fact that children #1-3 won’t be able to eat it, for various reasons (see above) and child #4 will pick out the vegetables.

I’ll let you know how it turns out.

I want to know HOW YOU DO IT… How do you feed yourselves and your families on those crazy busy or I-don’t-feel-like-cooking nights? Please!! I need the help!!

 

❤ YA  Mia

 

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I just wanted to pass on the rainbow joy on yet another day where TRANSGENDER EQUALITY has suffered a setback.

Mia ❤